By Teresa
Varley
Steelers.com
On Monday, Grant Bowman was sitting
in his office at Lehman Brothers in New York
City thinking about
what it must be like for his former teammates.
He was wishing
he could be there with them, wishing he was a part of the excitement surrounding
the Steelers as they prepare for Super Bowl XL.
"Forty-eight
hours ago I was at my desk just doing my work and being happy about what is
going on here, but jealous as can be," said Bowman. "It was great to see the run
they were making. I still have a lot of friends on the team. But I am not going
to lie, I was jealous thinking it would be great to go, but oh well."
Well, sometimes
wishes do come true.
As the day
wound down, Bowman checked the messages on his cell phone and was stunned by
what he heard.
"I had a call
from my mother and agent telling me the Steelers called," said Bowman. "I called
my agent and he told me they wanted to sign me to the practice squad. I was
like, yeah right, they probably just want to work me out. But they were sincere
about it. It was tough to comprehend. I was so far removed from it. It is just
great to be here and be along for the run."
Bowman, a defensive end who was on
the Steelers practice squad during the 2004 season and was released during
training camp this year, went to his bosses and told them the situation. They
didn't object to the time off so that he could join the practice squad.
"It's been
exciting," said Bowman. "It's been a big change from what I have been doing. I
am not sure if you could do more of a 180 from where I was on Monday to where I
am going to be tomorrow on the practice field wondering what am I doing there.
It's going to be great."
Bowman knows
how much making it to the Super Bowl means to this team. He felt the
disappointment last year when the team lost to the Patriots in the AFC
Championship game. He saw how his teammates reacted; he knew how much everyone
wanted to get there for Jerome Bettis.
"Last
season was great to be a part of, but it was unfulfilling at the end for
everybody," said Bowman. "I have been rooting for everybody. There are so many
guys on the team that deserve to have a Super Bowl ring. If I can help out in
some small way, it's going to make me feel really good."
It's hard to
imagine him feeling much better than he does right now.
"I feel like the PowerBall winner,"
he said.